So many things I want to say but I can’t put the right words together. Negativity is pouring out of my entire body and my vision is blurry because my eyes are so swollen. I regret everything. Every fucking thing that ive ever done that has led me to right now. I want to change everything. I want to be a completely different person and I want to unmeet every person I’ve ever come in contact with. Especially the ones who have made me feel anything. I don’t want to feel anything ever again. I don’t want to.